Summary and review of the challenge
I’m now a week removed from my 30 day challenge and I’ve had time to consider the results. I’ll start by speaking specifically to my goals going into the challenge:
1. I am very easily distracted during class; my eyes often wander. I would love to
be able to look into my own eyes for the entire duration of the standing series,
and then during the floor series where it’s called for.
Result: Significant improvement, but still not there. Let’s face it, a hot yoga
room can be a distracting place. There are all types of people of many shapes and
sizes in costumes you might only see at the beach, it’s really hard not to notice the
people around you. Yet teachers who’ve taken class directly beside me, not two
feet away, have said to me after class, oh hey, I didn’t notice you were in class!
Really? How is that even possible? Are they lying, or are they so intensely
focused that they actually don’t even take note of who’s around them? I tend to
believe the former, which makes me realize I still have some ground to travel on
this goal, but I’ve definitely improved. I’m more connected to myself during my
practice because I do look into my own eyes, and my postures have improved as a
result.
2. I often catch myself not breathing during the more difficult postures, then gasping for air through my mouth as the posture winds down. I will focus and try to breathe through my nose all class during all postures including the most difficult (triangle) and while in savasana.
Result: Much improved. I found that focusing on breathing through the nose during postures allows my body to hold on longer and push further. I also found I didn’t have to gasp for breath after the pose was released and my recovery time was shorter as a result. Still, there are times when I catch myself taking a deep breath through my mouth, but for the most part I’ve been able to make leaps and bounds on this goal.
3. Related to number one and something that must be remedied, I tend to lose focus during class and let outside thoughts take me away from the class I’m in. Growing up a hockey player, I would often let my thoughts turn away from the training I was doing so that I wouldn’t think about the struggle I was in and how long I had left in each session. I essentially trained myself to disconnect my mind and body. I’m truly hoping, more than anything else, that I can begin to reconnect my mind and body. I know this is a long-term goal and not a task that can be accomplished in 30 short days, but I would really love to notice an improvement that I could take with me elsewhere in life.
Result: This is still a major struggle, and probably going to be the most difficult challenge to overcome. Lying in savasana, my mind seems so susceptible to life’s distractions. My relationships, my job, my weekend, there are so many thoughts that enter my mind and I’ve been unable to let them pass. Every class, no matter the teacher, we’re told to focus on our breath, come back to our breath, let our bellies rise and fall. Too often though, this happens one minute into savasana and I realize I’ve spent the first half of this most important posture focusing on one of thoughts that has entered my mind. I must work to improve this, because I know how important it is, both in class and in life.
4. I’d like to lose some weight, ideally 10 lbs but I’m not stuck on a number. I’m certainly not what most would consider overweight, I’ve been an exercise junkie my whole life, but I would like to shed some of the unnecessary padding I’ve developed over the last five years.
Result: Mission accomplished, though I don’t know how much my weight has come down. I’m guessing 7-8 lbs, but I very rarely weight myself and haven’t had a chance to weight in since the challenge ended. Having said that, my shirts and pants fit looser, my waist has shrunk, and I feel lighter, so I’m sure I’ve lost some weight. Of course, the number doesn’t actually matter much, what matters is that I feel a whole lot better today than I did before I started the challenge.
5. I’d like to complete this challenge.
Result: Mission accomplished.
I’m pleased to say these five goals are not the only changes I noticed during the month. I played ice hockey for the first time in almost a month and I couldn’t believe the way I felt. I play at a fairly high level of adult hockey, certainly a level where having good endurance is a major advantage. Having not played in so long, I was sure I would be tired, slow and generally behind the pace of everyone else, especially as the game wore on. After all, I hadn’t been running since I started the challenge, hadn’t weight lifted (not that I do that normally), hadn’t trained to increase my endurance in any way, or so I thought. The only activity I had done for 30 days leading up to my game was Bikrams, so surely I would be exhausted, right? Not so, in fact, my endurance hadn’t been that strong in longer than I can recall. I was shocked, the game moved into the second and third periods and I was only becoming stronger. I couldn’t understand it, until I started to think about it. Bikrams yoga had been working my endurance level for 30 days better than I had trained it in years. The balancing series, the separate leg series and even the spine strengthening series are a cardiovascular test. Each requires a tremendous amount of effort, oxygen and blood, which means my heart and lungs were working extremely hard to push me through each posture. Google defines endurance as “the power to withstand hardship or stress.” When I consider this statement it’s hard to believe I ever questioned Bikram yoga’s ability to improve my endurance. Not only are the balancing and standing separate leg series a test, the entire series puts the body through hardship and stress and challenges the mind to push through and gain strength, or power. It’s almost as though Bikram’s yoga was aligned with the definition of endurance from its planning stage. I once supplemented my Bikrams classes with running for endurance, now I realize how wrong that was. Running is a wonderful tool for the heart, lungs and mind, but the endurance I gained running was nowhere near what I gained with a daily Bikrams routine, and the exercise itself a lot easier on my body.
In sum, I’m thrilled at what I’ve been able to learn and gain during such a short period of time. I’m now more convinced than ever how valuable a tool Bikram’s yoga is for maintaining a healthy mind and body, and I’m also more convinced than ever of the value the Breathe mat offers the Bikram’s student. I used just one Breathe mat for this challenge; practicing, washing and drying everyday, and it still looks great. It looks brand new actually, and I know having used the mat for years that it will continue to perform flawlessly for hundreds of classes to come. How wonderful it is to have a mat that is clean, lightweight, one piece and most of all, allows me to focus on my practice, not on adjusting my mat. Thank you Bikram’s yoga and thank you Breathe mat!